Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

Hes more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I´m gone again
And to him I just can´t be true

And I know that he knows I´m unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don´t wanna do this anymore
I don´t wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don´t wanna hurt him anymore
I don´t wanna take away his life
I don´t wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I´m doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He´s here reluctantly
As if I´m gonna be out late
I say I won´t be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn´t have to tell

Because we both know
Where I´m about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I´m unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don´t wanna do this anymore
I don´t wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside